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Thursday, 13 August 2009

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    (500) Days Of Summer-Music From The Motion Picture
    By Soundtrack
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    Vagabond

                                  

    Come away with me,
    faded into dust, wind,
    Cold hands and feet,
    bare for the sands to see,
    Sweet Desposition,
    wandering lust,
    thou' shall not drift?
             
                            Unnerving.
                            Emotions.
                            Kaleidoscopic.
                            Running tirelessly?



    Hi guys, it's been like a several months since i last updated this dilapidated blog of mine. I've been really busy, but that includes lots of fun as well. I mean, countless projects, presentations and tests have been occupying most of my time, but i got to visit places and do things that i've always wanted to do for a long time. Went out to Kranji War Memorial for a photoshoot, science center for Da Vinci exhibition, botak jones, holland v, G.I Joe, fine dining at One Rochester, drinks at double bay. So much has been going on and oh i can't believe i went to watch SP's Talentime with Jie Yen.  Semester exams are in a week's time and i believe i might hit the skids for this exam. Studying for exams are such a chore and here i am blogging. Fuck. I have only 1 week to study for Econs, Geog and Accts.

    Arggh. But i definitely looking forward to the cruise! i mean 6 meals a days could be really horrendous but fuck it. We're going to have so much fun onboard the Super Star Virgo guys! OK, i seem mildly sarcastic because we have a project onboard.


    How can a person be so hard-bitten. Complications. Rights, Wrongs.

    I want to live like a sagacious vagabond.

    ciao.
    Jillian


Saturday, 13 June 2009

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    Manners
    By Passion Pit
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    self deprecating.


    Si le viol, le poison, le poignard, l'incendie,
    N'ont pas encore brodé de leurs plaisants dessins
    Le canevas banal de nos piteux destins,
    C'est que notre âme, hélas! n'est pas assez hardie.

    If rape and poison, dagger and burning,
    Have still not embroidered their pleasant designs
    On the banal canvas of our pitiable destinies,
    It's because our souls, alas, are not bold enough!


    It's definite been a long time since i last posted and a lot has been going on. Life has been rather erratic, i don't know whether to smile at the fact that all of my time has been taken up bothering about redundant stuff or to feel sort of empty cos' at the end of the day, i am infinitesimally exhausted, by nothing. Speaking of work, projects are on going and my mst's are going to be on the first week i go back to sch after 3 short weeks of crap. It's totally blasphemy, there's no such thing as idleness or "forty winks" during this short break. I have to start studying soon or i'll have to forward most of my modules if not all. Nabeh! Research and interviews and notes to study = URGHHH! LIFE.

    Well, had talks with certain groups of people, if not singles as well. WY thanks so much for tolerating my paroxysms of giggles when you're the first person i know that swallowed her gum and telling me with that poker face of yours. We both know our innate personalities and what's going innately. Had so much fun and a sort of "productive" day with you at T3. Hanging out with dexterous people like you was going to make me more complex but fuck it right?! Oh, and there was this "Heart to Heart" talk with Fif, Nini,Jieyen and Marvin. Hah, it was definitely one of the most enjoyable talks we've had. Well, at least in my assumption.

    chillax folks.






Friday, 17 April 2009

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    Crowded House
    By Crowded House
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    just like heaven.

                                                 


    Each moment the blade penetrated my skin
    I forgot what it was to be on my face with dirt
    Every drop of blood was a reminder
    that i still belong to the earth
    that i was flesh and blood.

    Cutting myself, hurting myself, freed me from the hurt they inflicted.
    I was the one doing the damage, not them.



    I'  m back from SP's freshmen orientation programme for 4 days. And yes, I'm totally bumped after these 4 days of activities. Well, i thought it was going to be some lame thing, but actually some orientations can be relatively benign. So, i'll have to conclude that this orientation was rather 'forgiving'. Surprisingly. Moreover, i got to know my classmates right from the first day of the orientation. UMM, i would say that my classmates have a plethora of personalities and characters. HA. I'm really making a total farce out of this. Ok, i don't want to bore you guys with philosophy of characters, so i'm stopping about the classmates thing before i go crazy describing every single one of them.

    My seniors were the crazy ones that made us laugh so much. I mean their actions were PRICELESS. Right, and to be succinct, they were the bomb! They weren't condescending and that made us feel real comfortable from the start (maybe for some). Flag day was crazy too, hopping from woodlands to choa chu kang to jurong east and back to dover. I was having some insatiable hunger for some rest by the end of the day.

    Lessons start at 8 AM! on Monday and end at 5pm for most days. GROSS OUT.




    How pleasant it would be to live on a ranch like this.




    Something random, i sort of like salad bars. I'm not a health nut but salad bars looks kind of appetizing to me. Weird.

    chillax folks. i'll be back soon.

Sunday, 12 April 2009

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    Fantastic Playroom
    By New Young Pony Club
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    in the leaf we trust.

    Well guys, caught the acjc concert(the odessey or something) on saturday night. Met up with the usuals, wanyi, jessica and kelly! + karin and lishan. Met abby, alyssa and some other peeps along the way. The whole day was spent talking to wy and yep, she taught me lots. I'm like such a fucking a-hole at things like that ok. (if you know what i mean). Oh, and we watched Fast and Furious 4. I was a little apprehensive initially but i relented due to wy and j's persuasion. I mean, you guys can't blame me because i didn't enjoy any F&F movies, with this one as an exception. Thanks for persuading me profusely. oooohhh, and wy with all her incestuous stuff. Yummy. HAHA.

    Anyway, it's like orientation tomorrow. Yuck, i've always hated orientations, with fucked up people around, asking you to be on crack or do some fucked up cheer. I hope poly orientations have some upgrade compared to pri/sec camps. Bought lots of stuff today for preparation for poly. GRHHHH, i seriously hate orientations! We'll see if my attitude towards orientation camps will eviscerate after 4 days of hell.

    News for NEW MOON! Michael Sheen apparently has been as cast as Aro! yes, indeed Chriz Weitz is doing a terrific job with the casting. If you watched UNDERWORLD like me, you'll know Michael Sheen was fantastic in all the movies. Jamie Campbell Bower ( hot brit) was also cast as Caius. Yes!!! This is so good news and the anticipation is fucking greater now!

    Happy Belated 19th b'day Kristen! More crack and alcohol.
    Here are some of the latest pics from the set of New Moon!

     










    THE EPITOME OF HOTNESS. what more do i need to say.

    Chillax folks, night.




    [ I think it's adults, they had the power to help me overcome it, and they chose not to.
    And, instead it manifested into a pathology.
    The sum of it made me really dysfuctional
    and probably made me into the dysfuctional liar that i was for the most of my young adult life.]